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(for Greta)
The visit had already been scheduled, part of Martin's cyclically renewed desire to be better about staying in touch with his friends, about a week prior. Neither he nor Greta are in much position to be spontaneous these days, being busy and largely home-bound adults, and much as he felt a bit like a child scheduling a play-date, it was necessary to plan in advance.
What's awkward is now, standing on the front step waiting for her to answer the door, practically buzzing with relatively recent information, he feels as though it will seem like a week-long premeditated trap meant to corner her into answering a lot of very silly questions. He doesn't want to seem like this is the reason he's popping around for tea after a long lull in their friendship. But he can't not ask about it. It's inevitable.
He smiles when she opens the door, answers her invitation for a hug with warm, grateful enthusiasm, and manages to make light small talk as he follows her in to sit. So far so normal.
It's when she asks what he's been up to that he falters a bit. The real answer is Not much, and to give anything more specific than that would be ridiculous under almost any other circumstances.
But.
"Well," he hedges, fidgeting with his teacup, "I mean, it's funny, John and I never had much time for, erm... frivolities, back home. Things were always a bit dire. So maybe it sounds ridiculous to say we've been watching a lot of telly, like that's even worth mentioning, but..." He clears his throat. "Anyway we've, er, been working through a few different things, depending on mood, and..."
He laughs a little at his own shyness, recognizing it as overwrought and absurd even as he can't seem to pull himself out of it. "So the point is I only just learned you were on Bake-Off," he finally blurts out, trying not to grin too stupidly even as his composure starts to crumble.
What's awkward is now, standing on the front step waiting for her to answer the door, practically buzzing with relatively recent information, he feels as though it will seem like a week-long premeditated trap meant to corner her into answering a lot of very silly questions. He doesn't want to seem like this is the reason he's popping around for tea after a long lull in their friendship. But he can't not ask about it. It's inevitable.
He smiles when she opens the door, answers her invitation for a hug with warm, grateful enthusiasm, and manages to make light small talk as he follows her in to sit. So far so normal.
It's when she asks what he's been up to that he falters a bit. The real answer is Not much, and to give anything more specific than that would be ridiculous under almost any other circumstances.
But.
"Well," he hedges, fidgeting with his teacup, "I mean, it's funny, John and I never had much time for, erm... frivolities, back home. Things were always a bit dire. So maybe it sounds ridiculous to say we've been watching a lot of telly, like that's even worth mentioning, but..." He clears his throat. "Anyway we've, er, been working through a few different things, depending on mood, and..."
He laughs a little at his own shyness, recognizing it as overwrought and absurd even as he can't seem to pull himself out of it. "So the point is I only just learned you were on Bake-Off," he finally blurts out, trying not to grin too stupidly even as his composure starts to crumble.
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She has a pot of tea and some assorted pastries set on the table by the time he arrives, and is quick to ask after him once they're both sat down. He hesitates for a beat in a way that intrigues more than it worries. She quickly gets the sense that he's building towards something specific, but can't fathom what it might be. There's a fraction of a moment where she half-wonders if he and John might be tying the knot (and if he perhaps wants her to make a cake or something), but then... well. It's been years since she filmed Bake-Off, but she's familiar enough with being approached by fans to recognize the particular brand of sheepishness Martin's exuding, even if it's odd to be getting it from someone she knows.
She's fighting back a grin with limited success by the time Martin finally admits to having seen it, and then she lets out a bashful snort of a laugh, covering her face with one hand. "God, that feels like a lifetime ago," she admits. "But I do still get recognized, sometimes."
Anne is doing something in the kitchen that Greta is reluctant to describe as 'skulking,' even to herself, and she gives the other woman a brief, slyly affectionate sort of look. It was all rather fraught at the time, but she can't help but look back at the time Anne threatened a few of her admirers with some fondness.
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Fortunately, Anne's response seems... neutral. There's something like fondness in her answering glance, but she remains silent and physically distant, disinclined to participate in the conversation. It seems a little unkind to feel relieved over that, as well, but... well, while it's true Martin hasn't made a great deal of effort to get to know her, it's largely because she's only ever received him like a spooked and possibly rabid animal. At least she seems to be eavesdropping more like a cat that wants to be included without being involved, and less like a potential attack dog.
So he attempts to proceed like he hasn't noticed her: "That doesn't surprise me," he says warmly. "I — well, I'll admit I couldn't bear the suspense of wondering how far you got so I, er, may have looked you up online." He blushes a little, and can't resist another quick glance at Anne, who seems to be giving him a temperate but steady side-eye. He fixes his attention quickly back on Greta. "Seems like everyone was just mad about you."
It's hard not to say this with a note of pride. And they're right to be, he wants to add. But that seems like a bit much, especially while Anne is still eyeing him while pretending to organize the spices.
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She also can't really blame poor Martin for not being able to take the suspense. She's seen other so-called 'reality shows' before, and she has to admit that few of them try so hard to find contestants who are universally delightful. You might hope a certain person wins on a different show, but you're as likely to hope that several others don't win; on Bake-Off, every loss stung. It's not hard to imagine why Martin might find the show — let alone her season — uniquely stressful to watch.
"All of the contestants were lovely," she says, dropping her hand and taking a bracing sip of her tea. Then, her eyes narrowing a fraction, she adds a more pensive, "Paula, though... she was tricky. Not many people know this, but she looks exactly like the Witch that lived next door to us back in the Village." Greta hitches her shoulders in a shrug, glancing down at her cup. "That's, er, actually why I went for it. I wanted to know if it was really her."
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She sets down her cup and takes a biscuit, fidgeting with it for a few moments in lieu of taking a bite. "And whatever interest she had in me could just as easily have been because I was a— a curiosity. 'Their first competitor from out of town,'" she recites with a weary roll of her eyes. "But she didn't do any magic that I could see, so..." she trails off, hitches her shoulders in an embarrassed shrug, and takes a bite of her biscuit.
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He smirks and props his elbow on the table, resting his chin in his hand. "Or maybe you're just that good," he says, only half-teasing. "She couldn't possibly stop you winning."
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Really, the only reason the uncertainty bothers her is because of how intrinsically odd it would be to have someone else from her world here that she just... politely ignores. She can't really imagine a future in which she and the Witch would ever have been friends, or anything more than uneasy neighbors. Sharing a city so large that they can fully disregard each other ought to be a blessing. But it's so antithetical to how things are generally done here that it feels like doing things wrong, somehow.
"Anyway, if you really read up on how things went, you'd know she did stop me from winning," she adds wryly. "Not that second place was a terrible disappointment, of course."
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He blushes and shyly takes a biscuit. "I, er... I didn't read up on it, exactly," he admits. "I wanted to know if you made it to the end but I wasn't trying to spoil it entirely, so I... I may have just skimmed some headlines." He takes a bite of his biscuit and a measured sip of his tea, then says, "And let me tell you, a lot of people seem to think you won. Or at least they seemed to think you should have."
He pulls out his phone and puts in the same search he'd done before — 'greta baker bake-off' — and glances over the results. It's easy to find the article that had led him astray, and he opens it up with a little smile. "Here," he says, offering it to her. "See for yourself."
The headline reads, Opinion: Why Greta Baker is the Real Winner of Bake-Off.
"I suppose I should've read it before it jumping to conclusions," he says sheepishly. "Especially, er, since it starts with 'opinion.' But even still."
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She leans back towards him to read the headline that he proffers on his phone, and then straightens with a bashful smile. "Everyone was very kind," she allows. "Got a bit overwhelming, actually. I suppose I wasn't expecting so much fuss over second place." Back home, bragging rights were more for the winners than any runners-up.
It's only after the words leave her mouth that she realizes they could easily be misinterpreted, and she hastens to add, "I certainly don't mind talking about it with you, though. It was more startling at the time — especially since it was filmed far enough in advance that I'd managed to get over it a bit by the time it hit everyone else."
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He sobers slightly as she goes on, then laughs sheepishly at her hasty addition. "I can't even imagine," he says. "It sounds overwhelming. Even if I'm sure the fuss was deserved."
He takes his phone back and slips it into his pocket, considering what that must've been like. It sounds a bit nice, really, to be recognized and admired on such a broad scale, even knowing it must also be overwhelming. It's a bit disconcerting, actually, how much a part of him manages to experience a yearning for anything like that. Back when he'd been so invisible and so lacking in any kind of intimacy, platonic or otherwise, the idea of fame might've been tantalizing. Old, immature thoughts. He imagines it is just as lonely, if not moreso.
This certainly isn't energy he needs to indulge, much less bring into this conversation. He clears his throat and takes a quick sip of tea before looking back at her. "Well," he says. "I'm looking forward to seeing how it goes, even if I know the ending. I'm sure I'll still manage to get caught up in the, you know. The drama."
He laughs sheepishly. "I'll try not to send you all my thoughts. For someone who really can't bake at all, I tend to get very opinionated."